Quentin Beck wrote:

I did and now I'm home an dating an Asian many years my senior! +)

I'm ashamed to be seen in public with her, though. I don't own a car, and when she asks me to walk her home during the day, I refuse out of fear that someone will see us. This makes her very sad, so I try to keep her around until nightfall when I'm more comfortable 'being caught' with her, but sometimes I want her to leave before then.
If anyone shouted racists things at her she wouldn't understand, but I would smash them through a glass window because I feel very, very guilty.
We only eat at the corner table of cheap restaurants with my side to the rest of the customers.
I boast to her about the wealth of my family and lie to her about all the other female friends I have so that she feels lucky to have me.

I fuck her whenever I want and can do anything I like to her.

I love her.