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by Quétinbec 06/30/2010, 7:33am PDT |
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This conversation started at the same time as the one above with Claire
[11:34:02 a.m.] Irene Wong: Have u mention to her you may meet me in Chch if you go back?
[11:34:11 a.m.] [QB]: no
[11:34:15 a.m.] [QB]: that's ages away
[11:34:28 a.m.] [QB]: irene, don't bother guessing
[11:34:37 a.m.] [QB]: she's just a crazy girl with a severe anger problem
[11:35:09 a.m.] Irene Wong: Did i have the same problem before?
[11:35:16 a.m.] [QB]: no
[11:35:19 a.m.] [QB]: not like her
[11:35:25 a.m.] [QB]: her anger can't be stopped
[11:35:28 a.m.] [QB]: it goes on for days
[11:35:31 a.m.] [QB]: she can't eat or sleep
[11:35:39 a.m.] [QB]: and she blames me for not being able to calm her down
[11:38:14 a.m.] Irene Wong: Can you leave her?
[11:38:19 a.m.] [QB]: of course
[11:38:26 a.m.] [QB]: we're not even in the same country
[11:38:29 a.m.] [QB]: it would be very easy to do
[11:38:35 a.m.] [QB]: but i'm going to fucking thailand for that bitch
[11:38:49 a.m.] [QB]: when i could be in south america with my friends
[11:39:20 a.m.] Irene Wong: Becos u love her!
[11:39:26 a.m.] [QB]: irene
[11:39:28 a.m.] [QB]: piss off
[11:39:40 a.m.] [QB]: she's crazy
[11:39:46 a.m.] [QB]: she has a serious anger problem
[11:41:15 a.m.] Irene Wong: I know it's hard for u to admit becos of her anger problem but u know this is the fact!
[11:41:21 a.m.] [QB]: irene
[11:41:23 a.m.] [QB]: it doesn't matter
[11:41:26 a.m.] [QB]: we're not a good couple
[11:41:36 a.m.] [QB]: anyway, how are you doing, reeny?
[12:17:21 p.m.] Irene Wong: Thinking of my situation...
[12:17:28 p.m.] [QB]: what are you thinking?
[12:21:07 p.m.] Irene Wong: If u re told by yr lover to find someone else who can marry you what will u do?
[12:21:34 p.m.] [QB]: i'd find someone else
[12:21:38 p.m.] [QB]: has your lover told you this?
[12:22:57 p.m.] Irene Wong: yes long time ago but what if u still think of him?
[12:23:49 p.m.] [QB]: well, i was once in this situation
[12:23:56 p.m.] [QB]: with a romanian girl i met in india
[12:23:59 p.m.] [QB]: you remember
[12:24:07 p.m.] [QB]: and after about two years, i got over it
[12:24:17 p.m.] [QB]: she contacted me again recently, BTW
[12:24:26 p.m.] [QB]: and i fucked it up again by being pathetic and talking about whores
[12:24:27 p.m.] [QB]: haha
[12:24:50 p.m.] [QB]: am i the lover you're talking about in this question, reeny?
[12:25:05 p.m.] [QB]: perhaps i am
[12:25:17 p.m.] [QB]: i still think of you
[12:25:44 p.m.] [QB]: but, no point talking about all that
[12:26:04 p.m.] [QB]: i feel really bad about what happened between us
[12:26:14 p.m.] [QB]: if i could make 10 million dollars, i'd give you 1 million
[12:26:22 p.m.] [QB]: to make your life better
[12:26:48 p.m.] [QB]: to compensate you for me walking away
[12:27:02 p.m.] [QB]: i still feel bad about it
[12:27:18 p.m.] [QB]: because i feel like we had a spiritual thing i've never felt with anyone else
[12:27:45 p.m.] [QB]: but if it's any consolation, you were with me during my prime
[12:28:02 p.m.] [QB]: i was younger, thinner, and happier
[12:28:16 p.m.] [QB]: now, i've become fatter and more cynical
[12:28:48 p.m.] [QB]: now, i'm not as great
[12:31:56 p.m.] Irene Wong: I feel sorry for you then
[12:32:11 p.m.] [QB]: why?
[12:32:25 p.m.] [QB]: everyone gets fatter and becomes more cynical
[12:32:33 p.m.] [QB]: that's life
[12:33:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: What do u mean by cynical?
[12:33:20 p.m.] [QB]: it means untrusting, bitter, and sad
[12:33:38 p.m.] [QB]: that's what i mean by it, anyway
[12:34:33 p.m.] Irene Wong: What is the cause of that do u know?
[12:34:54 p.m.] [QB]: you see bad things happen to people you love
[12:35:00 p.m.] [QB]: and you see people you love do bad things
[12:35:12 p.m.] [QB]: and it affects you negatively
[12:36:08 p.m.] Irene Wong: R u talking about me affecting u!
[12:36:16 p.m.] [QB]: haha, no reeny!
[12:36:29 p.m.] [QB]: you're one of the sweetest people on earth
[12:36:40 p.m.] [QB]: you were a very positive influence for me
[12:36:50 p.m.] [QB]: you helped me become the person i am now
[12:36:59 p.m.] [QB]: so i'll be grateful to you for the rest of my life
[12:38:01 p.m.] Irene Wong: i help u become bitter untrusting n sad - cynical?
[12:38:07 p.m.] [QB]: no irene
[12:38:13 p.m.] [QB]: i said that happened after i split with you
[12:38:18 p.m.] [QB]: and went to brisbane and bahrain
[12:38:25 p.m.] [QB]: those were things that happened after we split
[12:39:08 p.m.] Irene Wong: What are the positive side of you then?
[12:39:20 p.m.] [QB]: i have lots of good points, reen!
[12:39:22 p.m.] [QB]: you know that!
[12:39:49 p.m.] [QB]: for instance, i'm honest, fun, tolerant, and sweet
[12:40:31 p.m.] Irene Wong: i want to know the one that u said i have some influence on u
[12:40:51 p.m.] [QB]: you made me more trusting of people
[12:41:07 p.m.] [QB]: because outside of my family i'd never met someone as sweet, caring, and selfless as you before
[12:41:40 p.m.] [QB]: and i thought if i explored the world, i'd find more people like you but perhaps younger and better looking
[12:41:48 p.m.] [QB]: although so far i haven't found them
[12:41:51 p.m.] [QB]: well, i've found a couple of people
[12:41:54 p.m.] [QB]: but one's a guy!
[12:41:56 p.m.] [QB]: haha
[12:42:17 p.m.] [QB]: and you improved my confidence
[12:42:27 p.m.] [QB]: and you taught me many great things
[12:44:51 p.m.] Irene Wong: Any negative side of my influence?
[12:45:07 p.m.] [QB]: well, i left you because i thought you were too old
[12:45:17 p.m.] [QB]: and i feel really guilty about that
[12:45:26 p.m.] [QB]: it makes me feel like i'm a bad and superficial person
[12:45:40 p.m.] [QB]: i think it's probably the worst thing i've done in my life
[12:46:01 p.m.] [QB]: because you did everything you could for me
[12:46:06 p.m.] [QB]: and i loved you
[12:46:10 p.m.] [QB]: and you depended on me
[12:46:37 p.m.] [QB]: and I still went searching for rich girls
[12:46:42 p.m.] [QB]: and beautiful girls
[12:48:15 p.m.] Irene Wong: Not too bad. At least u have some conscience too!
[12:48:27 p.m.] [QB]: hahaha
[12:48:38 p.m.] [QB]: when i look at our photos together, i feel very sad
[12:48:46 p.m.] [QB]: and i still masturbate to the porn we made
[12:52:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: I dont mind anymore as long as u think u can be happy that way!
[12:52:14 p.m.] [QB]: well, i'm not really happy
[12:52:26 p.m.] [QB]: but who knows what will happen in my future
[12:52:31 p.m.] [QB]: i do miss our past, though
[12:53:01 p.m.] [QB]: and i'd say i still love you
[12:53:06 p.m.] [QB]: not as strong as i used to
[12:53:13 p.m.] [QB]: i think i'll always love you at least a bit
[12:53:25 p.m.] [QB]: i can't imagine it ever dying completely
[12:55:06 p.m.] Irene Wong: You will when u meet the right one so dont worry!
[12:55:16 p.m.] [QB]: i hope so, baby
[12:55:42 p.m.] [QB]: and i hope they're as great as you
[12:57:01 p.m.] Irene Wong: Of cos she will be better than me!
[12:57:15 p.m.] [QB]: younger, maybe
[12:57:16 p.m.] [QB]: and richer
[12:57:24 p.m.] [QB]: but i don't know about better
[12:57:44 p.m.] Irene Wong: If you can believe in God!
[12:57:58 p.m.] [QB]: don't talk about that please, reeny
[12:58:04 p.m.] [QB]: anyway, this has been a very sad talk
[12:58:19 p.m.] [QB]: i've had to blink like crazy to get rid of the tears
[12:58:22 p.m.] [QB]: i'm in my office
[12:58:23 p.m.] [QB]: right now
[12:58:28 p.m.] [QB]: and people can see
[12:58:34 p.m.] [QB]: so maybe we should talk some other time
[12:59:06 p.m.] Irene Wong: ok sorry
[12:59:12 p.m.] [QB]: don't be sorry baby!
[1:00:22 p.m.] [QB]: what are you writing?
[1:00:25 p.m.] [QB]: that you keep erasing?
[1:00:25 p.m.] Irene Wong: u take care then God be wt you!
[1:00:32 p.m.] [QB]: you too reeny
[1:00:34 p.m.] [QB]: miss you
[1:00:45 p.m.] Irene Wong: miss you too
Then I rushed to the toilets and cried like a little girl.
No one saw me.
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