Forum Overview :: Icewind Dale :: A woman who makes me cry for the right reasons

[quote name="Quétinbec"]This conversation started at the same time as the one above with Claire [11:34:02 a.m.] Irene Wong: Have u mention to her you may meet me in Chch if you go back? [11:34:11 a.m.] [QB]: no [11:34:15 a.m.] [QB]: that's ages away [11:34:28 a.m.] [QB]: irene, don't bother guessing [11:34:37 a.m.] [QB]: she's just a crazy girl with a severe anger problem [11:35:09 a.m.] Irene Wong: Did i have the same problem before? [11:35:16 a.m.] [QB]: no [11:35:19 a.m.] [QB]: not like her [11:35:25 a.m.] [QB]: her anger can't be stopped [11:35:28 a.m.] [QB]: it goes on for days [11:35:31 a.m.] [QB]: she can't eat or sleep [11:35:39 a.m.] [QB]: and she blames me for not being able to calm her down [11:38:14 a.m.] Irene Wong: Can you leave her? [11:38:19 a.m.] [QB]: of course [11:38:26 a.m.] [QB]: we're not even in the same country [11:38:29 a.m.] [QB]: it would be very easy to do [11:38:35 a.m.] [QB]: but i'm going to fucking thailand for that bitch [11:38:49 a.m.] [QB]: when i could be in south america with my friends [11:39:20 a.m.] Irene Wong: Becos u love her! [11:39:26 a.m.] [QB]: irene [11:39:28 a.m.] [QB]: piss off [11:39:40 a.m.] [QB]: she's crazy [11:39:46 a.m.] [QB]: she has a serious anger problem [11:41:15 a.m.] Irene Wong: I know it's hard for u to admit becos of her anger problem but u know this is the fact! [11:41:21 a.m.] [QB]: irene [11:41:23 a.m.] [QB]: it doesn't matter [11:41:26 a.m.] [QB]: we're not a good couple [11:41:36 a.m.] [QB]: anyway, how are you doing, reeny? [12:17:21 p.m.] Irene Wong: Thinking of my situation... [12:17:28 p.m.] [QB]: what are you thinking? [12:21:07 p.m.] Irene Wong: If u re told by yr lover to find someone else who can marry you what will u do? [12:21:34 p.m.] [QB]: i'd find someone else [12:21:38 p.m.] [QB]: has your lover told you this? [12:22:57 p.m.] Irene Wong: yes long time ago but what if u still think of him? [12:23:49 p.m.] [QB]: well, i was once in this situation [12:23:56 p.m.] [QB]: with a romanian girl i met in india [12:23:59 p.m.] [QB]: you remember [12:24:07 p.m.] [QB]: and after about two years, i got over it [12:24:17 p.m.] [QB]: she contacted me again recently, BTW [12:24:26 p.m.] [QB]: and i fucked it up again by being pathetic and talking about whores [12:24:27 p.m.] [QB]: haha [12:24:50 p.m.] [QB]: am i the lover you're talking about in this question, reeny? [12:25:05 p.m.] [QB]: perhaps i am [12:25:17 p.m.] [QB]: i still think of you [12:25:44 p.m.] [QB]: but, no point talking about all that [12:26:04 p.m.] [QB]: i feel really bad about what happened between us [12:26:14 p.m.] [QB]: if i could make 10 million dollars, i'd give you 1 million [12:26:22 p.m.] [QB]: to make your life better [12:26:48 p.m.] [QB]: to compensate you for me walking away [12:27:02 p.m.] [QB]: i still feel bad about it [12:27:18 p.m.] [QB]: because i feel like we had a spiritual thing i've never felt with anyone else [12:27:45 p.m.] [QB]: but if it's any consolation, you were with me during my prime [12:28:02 p.m.] [QB]: i was younger, thinner, and happier [12:28:16 p.m.] [QB]: now, i've become fatter and more cynical [12:28:48 p.m.] [QB]: now, i'm not as great [12:31:56 p.m.] Irene Wong: I feel sorry for you then [12:32:11 p.m.] [QB]: why? [12:32:25 p.m.] [QB]: everyone gets fatter and becomes more cynical [12:32:33 p.m.] [QB]: that's life [12:33:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: What do u mean by cynical? [12:33:20 p.m.] [QB]: it means untrusting, bitter, and sad [12:33:38 p.m.] [QB]: that's what i mean by it, anyway [12:34:33 p.m.] Irene Wong: What is the cause of that do u know? [12:34:54 p.m.] [QB]: you see bad things happen to people you love [12:35:00 p.m.] [QB]: and you see people you love do bad things [12:35:12 p.m.] [QB]: and it affects you negatively [12:36:08 p.m.] Irene Wong: R u talking about me affecting u! [12:36:16 p.m.] [QB]: haha, no reeny! [12:36:29 p.m.] [QB]: you're one of the sweetest people on earth [12:36:40 p.m.] [QB]: you were a very positive influence for me [12:36:50 p.m.] [QB]: you helped me become the person i am now [12:36:59 p.m.] [QB]: so i'll be grateful to you for the rest of my life [12:38:01 p.m.] Irene Wong: i help u become bitter untrusting n sad - cynical? [12:38:07 p.m.] [QB]: no irene [12:38:13 p.m.] [QB]: i said that happened after i split with you [12:38:18 p.m.] [QB]: and went to brisbane and bahrain [12:38:25 p.m.] [QB]: those were things that happened after we split [12:39:08 p.m.] Irene Wong: What are the positive side of you then? [12:39:20 p.m.] [QB]: i have lots of good points, reen! [12:39:22 p.m.] [QB]: you know that! [12:39:49 p.m.] [QB]: for instance, i'm honest, fun, tolerant, and sweet [12:40:31 p.m.] Irene Wong: i want to know the one that u said i have some influence on u [12:40:51 p.m.] [QB]: you made me more trusting of people [12:41:07 p.m.] [QB]: because outside of my family i'd never met someone as sweet, caring, and selfless as you before [12:41:40 p.m.] [QB]: and i thought if i explored the world, i'd find more people like you but perhaps younger and better looking [12:41:48 p.m.] [QB]: although so far i haven't found them [12:41:51 p.m.] [QB]: well, i've found a couple of people [12:41:54 p.m.] [QB]: but one's a guy! [12:41:56 p.m.] [QB]: haha [12:42:17 p.m.] [QB]: and you improved my confidence [12:42:27 p.m.] [QB]: and you taught me many great things [12:44:51 p.m.] Irene Wong: Any negative side of my influence? [12:45:07 p.m.] [QB]: well, i left you because i thought you were too old [12:45:17 p.m.] [QB]: and i feel really guilty about that [12:45:26 p.m.] [QB]: it makes me feel like i'm a bad and superficial person [12:45:40 p.m.] [QB]: i think it's probably the worst thing i've done in my life [12:46:01 p.m.] [QB]: because you did everything you could for me [12:46:06 p.m.] [QB]: and i loved you [12:46:10 p.m.] [QB]: and you depended on me [12:46:37 p.m.] [QB]: and I still went searching for rich girls [12:46:42 p.m.] [QB]: and beautiful girls [12:48:15 p.m.] Irene Wong: Not too bad. At least u have some conscience too! [12:48:27 p.m.] [QB]: hahaha [12:48:38 p.m.] [QB]: when i look at our photos together, i feel very sad [12:48:46 p.m.] [QB]: and i still masturbate to the porn we made [12:52:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: I dont mind anymore as long as u think u can be happy that way! [12:52:14 p.m.] [QB]: well, i'm not really happy [12:52:26 p.m.] [QB]: but who knows what will happen in my future [12:52:31 p.m.] [QB]: i do miss our past, though [12:53:01 p.m.] [QB]: and i'd say i still love you [12:53:06 p.m.] [QB]: not as strong as i used to [12:53:13 p.m.] [QB]: i think i'll always love you at least a bit [12:53:25 p.m.] [QB]: i can't imagine it ever dying completely [12:55:06 p.m.] Irene Wong: You will when u meet the right one so dont worry! [12:55:16 p.m.] [QB]: i hope so, baby [12:55:42 p.m.] [QB]: and i hope they're as great as you [12:57:01 p.m.] Irene Wong: Of cos she will be better than me! [12:57:15 p.m.] [QB]: younger, maybe [12:57:16 p.m.] [QB]: and richer [12:57:24 p.m.] [QB]: but i don't know about better [12:57:44 p.m.] Irene Wong: If you can believe in God! [12:57:58 p.m.] [QB]: don't talk about that please, reeny [12:58:04 p.m.] [QB]: anyway, this has been a very sad talk [12:58:19 p.m.] [QB]: i've had to blink like crazy to get rid of the tears [12:58:22 p.m.] [QB]: i'm in my office [12:58:23 p.m.] [QB]: right now [12:58:28 p.m.] [QB]: and people can see [12:58:34 p.m.] [QB]: so maybe we should talk some other time [12:59:06 p.m.] Irene Wong: ok sorry [12:59:12 p.m.] [QB]: don't be sorry baby! [1:00:22 p.m.] [QB]: what are you writing? [1:00:25 p.m.] [QB]: that you keep erasing? [1:00:25 p.m.] Irene Wong: u take care then God be wt you! [1:00:32 p.m.] [QB]: you too reeny [1:00:34 p.m.] [QB]: miss you [1:00:45 p.m.] Irene Wong: miss you too Then I rushed to the toilets and cried like a little girl. No one saw me. THE END[/quote]