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| Cumming in a whore by Quétinbec 03/06/2020, 8:06pm PST | ||||
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| About a decade ago in Thailand, after some sad times, I turned down a handjob from a pretty mixed race Thai masseur because I wanted to show her I was different from all the other guys. I got very drunk and we fucked without protection and I came inside her. She told me the next morning that during the fuck I'd said I wanted to have babies with her and she was very happy about this. I can't remember telling her this but I probably did as I was sad.
I got a morning after pill from a supermarket/pharmacy. The back of the pill packet was in Thai. She pointed to it and said it had dangerous chemicals in it and she didn't want to take it. I couldn't force her to take it so we went to a restaurant instead and I felt bad. I learned from her at some point that she'd had a child with some English guy but that they'd since broken up and the kid was being raised by her mother. I also learned that she seemed a pretty shitty person who knew very little about her kid. At some point while she was showering, I went through her wallet. I can't remember what justification I gave myself for doing this. Probably I was frightened. Anyway, her official ID revealed two things of interest: her real name was Fatima and she was 38. I was so turned on by the name Fatima and would call her it constantly as we fucked because she was brown and I knew many brown Fatimas who I'd fantasized about fucking. I can't remember how I explained to her how I'd learnt her real name, though. The next day, we went on a short cruise around some bays. The cruise was full of mostly young white couples. This girl turned out to have quite a few tattoos on her back and she wore a trashy outfit, so we got a lot of bad looks from respectable people and I felt uncomfortable. During the cruise, we got alone time at some bays. Because she only brought sex to the table, I decided if she wanked me off in one of the bays, I'd keep our thing going for a while longer, otherwise I'd try to escape. She didn't wank me despite some prompting. It was decided. On the way home, she told me to stop off at a shop to buy a full chicken to offer at a shrine. She introduced me to some of her family at this shrine. They seemed like shitty people so I got more sad. We'd moved to a new hotel and we'd stayed there a couple of nights. I made a practice of hiding my cash behind any picture frames or wall hung mirrors in any hotel room I stayed in. While she was in the shower, I reached behind the mirror for my cash and saw in the mirror my first grey hair. I would have been about 28 at the time, I think. Even now at 38 I've only got a couple of grey hairs at the front of my head so this was quite a shock. Anyway, after she gets out of the shower, I tell her I want to break up and go back to Bangkok in a couple of days (I actually intended to go to another island). She gets very upset and ask me why. I start crying and tell her I found a grey hair and babble about some stupid shit. It was very pathetic but I didn't mind if she thought less of me because that should help her go away. She tells me I'm crazy. She tells me to email her the pictures I took of her and then delete them from my camera. I believed she just wanted to get my email to blackmail me later if she got pregnant. While we talk, I create a fake email using my real first name but a fake second name (which I'd never told her). I create a password so random that I would never be able to remember it even if I got curious years later. I emailed her the pics and deleted them from my camera. I must have secretly saved them at some point because I still have them to this day. She leaves very unhappily and I tell the receptionist that we just broke up and that he should never let her in my hotel room again. Despite this, she came by several times over the days that followed. She'd bang on my door for a long time and listen in between and scratch around. I'd lie silent and never use anything electric during those days. I was really frightened. She eventually caught me by the door of the hotel and told me she'd booked a ticket to Bangkok on the same bus so she could be with me. She showed me the ticket. Fortunately, I'd lied to her about that bus which left after mine, but I was worried she'd see me getting me on the bus to my actual destination if she arrived early for her bus. The buses would pick you up from your hotel hotel and she was always waiting out the front to intercept me. I told the receptionist to come and get me when my bus arrived. I walked face down with a cap on after being notified like someone hiding from the press. I boarded the bus and hid my face behind the cap pretending to those on the bus that I was sleeping but in reality hiding from this girl. I didn't take my face from out under the cap until we'd been driving for about 10 mins. I thought of this girl last night and wondered if she'd ever become pregnant. I'll never know, but she was pretty old so you'd think not. That said, I've had half a dozen or so of these incidents. They don't haunt me very much. |
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Cumming in a whore by 03/06/2020, 8:06pm PST  Didn't feel good to cream inside her though, QB? NT by 03/07/2020, 12:20pm PST There's no greater privilege by 03/08/2020, 3:49pm PDT it means you have conquered another person NT by 03/09/2020, 3:23pm PDT Disgusting NT by 03/09/2020, 6:31pm PDT |
