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| This is unbearable agony. and now its my fault by Commander Tansin A. Darcos 10/03/2015, 10:19am PDT | ||||
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| I have something in my right eye. I can feel it along with the migraine-equivalent headache I'm having. Friday night, (seven days ago) being in less pain than I am now, I called 9-1-1 to take me to the hospital. Unfortunately, they didn't have the equipment to be able to handle the fine level of action necvessary to work with the eye and gave me a referral to an opthamologist. I'm told to call to get an appointment.
I get home after being given some prescriptions including some eye drops and a nose spray for what appears to be some form of allergy, like hay fever or something although I've never had any allergies that I know of. The pain actually went down quite a bit, probably the psychosomatic reaction you get where visiting the dentist makes a toothache hurt less even before they see you, I get the nose spray but I have to wait until Tuesday to get the eyedrops as they are special order. In the mean time on Monday i guess I'm exhausted because I wake up about 12:30 and call for an appointment. Yeah, I can get a same-day one, but at 2:30. Now consider this, a man in a wheelchair who has to take the bus because cabs can't handle power wheelchairs without many hours notice and I can't afford to be paying what is probably over $100 for an ambulance, and going anywhere by bus is probably at least 3 hours, I had to ask for a different appointment, So I get one for Friday at 11:30 (yesterday). I leave about 9 and I just make it. Only to discover the opthamologist's office can't handle someone in a power wheelchair who can't walk. I can't get through the doorway to the equipment. So he gives me a referral to Washington Medical Center (not to be confused with Washington Adventist Medical Center which is the hospital 9-1-1 took me to.) For the life of me I cannot figure out why, as soon as he gave me the referral, I didn't pick up my cell phone, call and get an appointment. Stupidity maybe. In any case, I go out and then realize I left my gloves and umbrella back in the doctor's office. Then I come back down and decide because I'm cold and wet and uncomfortable instead of doing a different errand I had, I'll go home, then get an appointment figuring I'll not get it until Monday anyway. So I stop and have lunch. I get home and call for an appointment. It's 2:30 and because of my problem and I have a referral I can get an immediate appointment for 3:30. El stupido gets bitten in the ass for his imbecility, again, because obviously, again, I can't make that appointment due to logistics problems. So, anyway, I can just come in any time I can get there on Monday, i can have an emergency appointment. So here I sit, with pain of agony in my eye so bad that if I had to live with it I wouldn't; life would not be worth living if I had to be in this kind of permanent agony. i would do whatever I had to do, steal, kill, commit suicide, take illegal drugs, whatever, to make this unbearable pain stop. Because I was a little bit uncomfortable by being cold and wet I have to suffer two days of agonizing pain, and it's all my fault. The only thing I can think of is maybe I was in some pain at the time that it was interfering with my thinking. Well, if anything was clouding my thinking, now it's as sharp as the razor that feels like it's cutting my eye. This is the sort of pain you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy but would wish it on child molesters and people you would want to experience soul-destroying unbearable agony. And it's basically all my own fault. |
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This is unbearable agony. and now its my fault by 10/03/2015, 10:19am PDT  I give him another 5 years. NT by 10/03/2015, 1:40pm PDT Re: I give him another 5 years. by 11/30/2015, 10:42am PST Re: I give him another 5 years. by 11/30/2015, 1:50pm PST Eat salad and take up juggling! by 11/30/2015, 2:32pm PST Don't take advice from someone named "deathclock" NT by 11/30/2015, 7:16pm PST Go to the emergency room. Explain the sitch to a doctor. He will give you drugs. NT by 10/03/2015, 2:11pm PDT Re: This is unbearable agony. and now its my fault by 10/04/2015, 1:53pm PDT Makes me sad to read this. Hope you got to the hospital today. by 10/05/2015, 9:07pm PDT |
