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| Burqa eyes by Quétinbec 10/06/2009, 11:30am PDT | ||||
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| Here's a problem: you're not allowed to touch arab girls to get their attention, so you need learn their names to focus them quickly in a classroom, but 30% of girls are in burqas with nothing but their eyes, hands, and feet to tell them apart. If you let them be anonymous, they'll destroy you. You can't afford to have the girls destroy you, because most of your attention must be spent keeping the boys from destroying you. Sometimes I can use the girls' nail polish or sandles to distinguish them, but rarely. Usually, I have to stare so hard at their eyes and guess. Their eyes look beautiful, but it's weird to spend 15 hours a week with someone whose face you'll never see. I'm sure it'll be even weirder after a year.
My co-teacher is very experienced. We were 50 minutes late for a class. I apologized several times to the students. After class he told me off because "you should never apologize to an Arab". Arabs don't say please, thank you, or sorry. Those sentiments are implicit here. Words of that sort make you appear weak and distant. Etc. Maybe it's true, but even if it is, I didn't apologize for them - I apologized for me. I felt the need to say something and if I hadn't said it, I would have been uncomfortable and awkward, and that's actual weakness - not this assumed shit. They can think whatever they want to think. That doesn't matter. What matters is that I think I'm better than them so I can come down hard without fear when they fuck with me, and a big part of feeling better is feeling more civilized. They can respect me on my fucking terms. They can like me for the qualities I am proud of. I'm not going to try to "fit in" on matters of politeness. If they think an apology makes me a bitch, they can see where that gets them. I could marry my way out of this shithole in a month. -------------------------XXX-------------------------- I had unprotected sex with two girls. I was drunk and one said it would make her feel beautiful if I came inside her (!!!!!!!!) so I did :( :( :( :( :(. It's big turn on to me so I struggle to say no. A week later she admitted to lying about being on the pill and we fought and I acted like an asshole but she made me out to be an even bigger asshole to her friends two of whom work with me and now I'm in disgrace to a small section of my workforce. They walk past me as if I don't exist. NEVER CUM IN A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Burqa eyes by 10/06/2009, 11:30am PDT  WHERE WERE YOU THREE MONTHS AGO? NT by 10/06/2009, 2:25pm PDT |
