Forum Overview :: The Knuckle Shuffle :: Be aware of your 'default wank'

[quote name="Quétinbec "]There are some girls and ideas about girls that will get in my head and drive-me-crazy but that I can wank out of my system and put an end to. For instance, say I get on well with a blonde girl at a BBQ but she has a partner or I am cowardly and it goes no further. She'll be in my head, but I'll go home and wank over porn of a similiar looking blonde girl and that will be the end of her! Now I am free to think about computer games. But let's say you haven't had your wanks conditioned by any nice interactions with girls recently. For instance, let's say you wake up at 4am on a weekday morning and can't get back to sleep so you have a wank to relax and get yourself sleeping. In this completely innocent and unprimed state, what kind of porn do you wank to? THAT will be your 'default wank'. This happened ot me the other week! I wanked to porn of a fair skinned Asian girl getting fucked. I was completely free to choose any kind of porn and not primed one way or the other but that is what I chose. It's an important thing to be aware of because it's a lust that will never be satisfied. That's what I'd be wanking to on a desert island. That's a wank from the heart! When I was with Asian girls and became attracted to a white girl, I'd wank her out of my system and could go fortnights without wanking to any more white porn. The opposite has not applied, though and those smooth, hairless Asian thighs haunt me every morning and I am without recourse! I hope to marry a white girl so this worries me. What's your default wank, guys?[/quote]