Forum Overview :: Tales of the Sword Coast :: I've been crying.

[quote name="Quétinbec"]I fucked another Ethiopian 4 hours ago. I feel like such a fucking idiot. Claire didn't answer my calls so I called Irene's cell 10 minutes ago and told her. She asked me why I keep telling her this shit. I said because I feel like telling someone but she didn't believe me and I didn't believe me either because I didn't feel any better for telling her. "I fucked another Ethiopian" was like the first thing I said to her after hello and "how are you?" too so what the fuck kind of person am I?! Hahahaha! She says I tell her to make her upset. I think that is a part of it too. She said I was crazy and I agreed and I said I was a crazy idiot and I cried. It's not often I feel like a fucking idiot but I feel realy stupid this morning. I'm very tired, though, so sorry for posting all this bullshit this weekend. How bad, awkward, lifeless, and boring was this mornig's fuck? She asked if I was a virgin. She worked as a maid for five months here before switching to whoring two months ago to help pay for her Mother's "hospitalization" for Asthma (worst ever whore lie or just another weird thing?). She wouldn't look at me at the beginning of the fuck. She wouldn't kiss me, either, but after the fuck started getting a tiny bit better, she rubbed her nose against my face. She was very sweet. At the club, she She was constantly trying to get my friends interested in her older, much uglier sister, but her sister, perhaps realizing how ugly she is like everyone else, was very withdrawn. She tried so hard for her sister, though. In the club, she was very loud, opinionated, and socialable. After I agreed to fuck her and we left the club, though, she went completely silent. This has happened to me twice. She was pretty much silent until after the fuck actually, by which time I looked really unhappy so she told me about her life. It fucks with your head. Twice otherwise extremely extroverted girls have clammed up completely once they've begun the journey towards the fuck they've agreed to. It makes you feel like an executioner.[/quote]