Forum Overview :: Tales of the Sword Coast :: I fucked another whore.

[quote name="Quétinbec"]Some people think you should write off everything a whore does as 100% false, and that's the safe thing to do, but sometimes they are honest and with a 100% sceptical attitude you'll be blind to that (and that's probably the healthiest thing for you) but I think those truthful little moments a powerful thing. I wound up with this young whore again. She said she wants to marry me and that she wants to spend the night with me for free for our future. I'm a sucker for talk of marriage and unprotected sex. She looked at me when she fucked me, and when she rode me, she fucked me slow. She told me how our marriage would be. It sounded like a pretty raw deal from my end. I told her it was an impossible dream, but she didn't understand impossible, so I said it was a difficult dream, but she didn't understand difficult, so I told her it was a sad dream and she asked me why it was sad. When I tried to explain, she looked like she was going to cry, so I looked away and said that I didn't know why it was sad. She's 17 and sticks up for her younger sister here. I don't know how the fuck she can watch her sister get fucked by some of the pieces of shit that go to that place, but they always approach multiple guys as a duo so they can be together. You have sex with a girl and say all these personal things and become a little close to her, and then almost as soon as it's finished you drive her back to a place she says she hates so can get fucked by some asshole Saudi or American. She told me how she hates it and has been doing it since she was 14. She fucks like shit. She must have fucked a thousand guys, but I don't think she has any idea of what sex is supposed to be like and it doesn't seem to matter. I don't know what kind of damage it's doing to me. Always, for the next few days after, I feel like beating the shit out of someone, but there's no one to bash. If I'm at a bar, I fantasize about someone mistreating someone in front of me so I can smash them, but of course that never happens. I walked out of a place just now because it was getting to me. I go home, jerk myself off, and eventually forget about it. It'd be no big deal in the long run, except that I keep going back to it. I don't want to marry them because they're useless. They're incredible people and my heart goes out to them, but they don't have any money, and if I marry them for their looks and their fucks, I'll cheat on them in 5 years time because, as I'm finding out, I am a piece of shit too. <a href="http://edition.cnn.com/2009/WORLD/asiapcf/11/17/indonesia.sex.slave/index.html">Slaves.</a>[/quote]