Forum Overview :: Anime Isn't Worth My WAGE^___^ :: Wong on masculinity

[quote name="Quétinbec"][quote name="Zsenitan"][quote name="Quétinbec"]The characters are annoying or boring and grunt, moan, or breathe like they're having sex whenever something emotional happens. Only the ghosts are cool and they're sometimes not cool, which means no one's cool and I'm stuck staring at flowers. Each story is half an hour longer than it needs to be. If I wasn't bored out of my fucking mind, I probably wouldn't watch this.[/quote] You downloaded the wrong show, there is no grunting in Mononoke. It has taken me forever to figure this out, but the problem isn't that you're gay: it's that you're a sub. When I wrote before that it seems like you want to be punished, I couldn't accept that it would actually be <i>true</i>. But it really is! This fact throws all of your narratives into a posture of eloquent longing and even takes the sting out of your indiscriminate criticism. How sad for both of us.[/quote] I'm kinda having a conversation with Irene about that RIGHT now: [8:58:19 p.m.] QB: outrageous! [8:58:47 p.m.] Irene Wong: hey what is yr problem? [8:58:59 p.m.] QB: it's their holiday [8:59:04 p.m.] QB: are you charging them rent? [8:59:08 p.m.] QB: like you charge me? [8:59:13 p.m.] QB: and charging them for petrol? [9:03:42 p.m.] Irene Wong: I only charge the one who are very close to me! [9:04:08 p.m.] QB: i'm closer to you than your parents? is that what you're saying? [9:07:20 p.m.] Irene Wong: That's diff kind of closeness i wil charge a real man for everything! [9:07:36 p.m.] QB: well i don't want to be a real man then, please [9:08:18 p.m.] Irene Wong: Then what do u wan to be? [9:08:35 p.m.] QB: i want to be a happy little boy! [9:08:48 p.m.] QB: (blush) [9:10:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: Then cut off yr dick then u can be a little boy to me! [9:10:16 p.m.] QB: you can suck it off for me if you want [9:11:34 p.m.] Irene Wong: Sorry who tell you born to be a man? [9:11:59 p.m.] QB: what do you mean? [9:12:55 p.m.] Irene Wong: I know u dont like to be a man u prefer to be treated like a girl instead [9:13:51 p.m.] QB: i like to be treated like myself [9:13:57 p.m.] QB: i don't like to have any roles cast on to me [9:17:06 p.m.] QB: irene [9:17:10 p.m.] QB: what do you have to say to that? [9:17:18 p.m.] QB: to you treating me as an individual? [9:17:40 p.m.] QB: and paying for my shit! [9:22:10 p.m.] Irene Wong: Of course i like the real you but i have my own way especially for you that would only do you good! [9:22:39 p.m.] QB: what is your own way? [9:24:53 p.m.] Irene Wong: You wil find out later if you stil not sure [9:30:01 p.m.] QB: you're talking about charging me money for things [9:30:08 p.m.] QB: that's 'your own way' [9:30:28 p.m.] QB: hitting me up for petrol money and heater money and every other cent you can get out of me [9:30:39 p.m.] QB: thinking you're teaching me a valuable lesson about being a man [9:30:50 p.m.] QB: when really you're just a tight bitch who's squeezing me [9:30:56 p.m.] QB: because you're scared you're being used [9:31:33 p.m.] QB: well, kiss my ass, nigger! [9:31:42 p.m.] QB: there are gonna be some changes next time i'm in auckland [9:31:53 p.m.] QB: we'll split shit straight 50/50 at the very least [9:32:12 p.m.] QB: and you can have some confidence in yourself [9:34:00 p.m.] Irene Wong: Where have u been charged more? [9:34:29 p.m.] QB: when i was up there last week [9:34:34 p.m.] QB: i paid for ice creams and coffee [9:34:38 p.m.] QB: and that last meal [9:34:43 p.m.] QB: and some other meals and treats [9:34:56 p.m.] QB: and you were so reluctant to shout the dinners you owed me [9:39:32 p.m.] Irene Wong: Oh my god you not even willing to shout me a coffee n our last meal beside you stil owe me 1/2 of all our travel expense including the money i owe my parent to my ex fiance! [9:40:09 p.m.] QB: you caused a scene at the food court and had that maori laugh at me! [9:40:24 p.m.] QB: i had to fight so hard to get you to shout me that thai [9:44:32 p.m.] Irene Wong: Sorry i'm afraid u cant get yr money back as for sure u not going to see me anymore! [9:45:01 p.m.] QB: that's what you say every time i leave [9:45:04 p.m.] QB: you've been saying that for years [9:45:08 p.m.] QB: ever since i met you [9:45:15 p.m.] QB: why would it suddenly stop? [9:45:55 p.m.] QB: just try not to be such a bitch to me, pleas [9:46:01 p.m.] QB: and i'll be nicer to you [9:51:19 p.m.] Irene Wong: Why u not willing to pay for me yet u stil wan me to keep paying for u? [9:51:36 p.m.] QB: i don't [9:51:44 p.m.] QB: i want everything split evenly [9:51:49 p.m.] QB: and perhaps you to show a bit of hospitality [9:51:57 p.m.] QB: and not charge me for every last thing i use [9:52:38 p.m.] QB: and maybe shout me something without me having to get into a big argument with you about it [10:03:01 p.m.] QB: hey [10:03:08 p.m.] QB: are you upset? [10:07:04 p.m.] Irene Wong: Becos i've spent too much on a guy like you which i never ever consider it wil happened in my life n at the end i get nothing but only a real shame to me n my family I cant get back anything from u even i thought u r my real fren i can trust u at least u would pay me back once u leave but instead u not only dont want to pay me but u deny wt yr family n want me to keep paying u more What is this to me?? Do u stil think i wil stil wan to keep tis frenship? If u re an old lady like me are u not upset?? [10:08:02 p.m.] QB: you make me feel guilty about that trip [10:08:10 p.m.] QB: but you agreed it was a gift at the time [10:08:30 p.m.] QB: there was an argument, but you agreed [10:08:41 p.m.] QB: and now you keep on at me about it [10:08:52 p.m.] QB: even though the money i owe you is probably much less than you think [10:20:55 p.m.] QB: irene? [10:23:03 p.m.] Irene Wong: That is all the saving i've how can it be a gift to someone like u unless you have promised me something u know but u cant make it so if u r real fren who care for me u wil return the money u owe to me! You can keep saying whatever u wan to yr family or to yr own conscience as u know n God know this is not the case! u know how hard for me to earn n save those money especially the older i get u hurt me too much! [10:23:45 p.m.] QB: you said that trip was the best time of your life [10:23:53 p.m.] QB: and that you'd do it all again for twice the money [10:24:11 p.m.] QB: in fact, you say all the money you're saving now is for another trip around the world for a year [10:24:40 p.m.] QB: i don't think you regret the trip and the money you spent [10:24:59 p.m.] QB: i think you want to use the debt to guilt me into spending money on you so you can feel special [10:32:52 p.m.] Irene Wong: Of cos i dont regret the trip at all i just regret to spent on someone i thought i can trust n wil return the money i lent him to go travel together while he has no money at that time otherwise he cant go for that trip at all but instead he just keep finding reason to deny even after he has lots of money later i just feel it's a total waste n sad for me to meet someone like that. [10:33:28 p.m.] QB: i'm sure you don't! [10:33:33 p.m.] QB: i'm the best person you've ever met [10:38:38 p.m.] Irene Wong: You cant even meet our basic frenship requirement how can i really think u r the best person i've ever met?? [10:38:56 p.m.] QB: what's the basic requirement? [10:41:34 p.m.] Irene Wong: This is yr own n all white civilised countries' basic requirement for any normal human being to be able to pay 50/50 for any relationship ! [10:41:48 p.m.] QB: sounds good to me [10:41:56 p.m.] QB: but the exception to that rule was the trip [10:42:08 p.m.] QB: we arranged that in advance of the trip [10:42:22 p.m.] QB: there were arguments and controversy but ultimately we settled on that [10:42:35 p.m.] QB: and later you changed your mind to try and gain leverage over me [10:48:01 p.m.] Irene Wong: No exception as u know this is very unfair to me this is the foundation problem of our frenship so u need to solve this out asap when u can as u know there is no way for you to excape this debt even wt God No way! We all know we need to pay off all our debt in order to be accepted by God into His Kingdom! Dont be a slave to anyone later as u wil regret for sure! [10:48:28 p.m.] QB: so how much do i owe you then? [10:48:30 p.m.] QB: work out a figure [10:49:53 p.m.] Irene Wong: About (10000+800)/2 [10:49:59 p.m.] QB: nope [10:50:04 p.m.] QB: that's not anywhere near accurate enough [10:50:11 p.m.] QB: that doesn't include the $4k i spent [10:50:13 p.m.] QB: or the camera [10:50:33 p.m.] QB: or the $1.5k i spent setting you up in auckland [10:50:41 p.m.] QB: or the $1k+ i spent on you at chrismas [10:50:51 p.m.] QB: or the $400 i sent you that time you needed money [10:51:03 p.m.] QB: see, you're trying to fuck me [10:51:15 p.m.] QB: you're making no effort to come to a fair figure [10:51:24 p.m.] QB: you want to hold that debt over me forever [10:51:29 p.m.] QB: it would break your heart if i paid it back [10:57:35 p.m.] Irene Wong: How long have i asking this money from u? I didnt even charge u for interest You r not a man at all to me as you willing to lose this frenship for $5400! [10:57:54 p.m.] QB: fuck off with that figure! [10:58:09 p.m.] QB: as an accountant you know that's bullshit [10:58:15 p.m.] QB: you've got no excuse for these lies [10:58:42 p.m.] QB: you give me this unfair figure because you know i won't pay it and you don't want me to pay it because you want to hold it over my head [11:04:04 p.m.] Irene Wong: This is all yr lies as i dont understand what u r talking about! For a man shd never use any lady money as he wil feel very ashamed for himselve for the rest of his life even until he death especially to a lady who had really love him tat much! [11:05:24 p.m.] QB: you don't know how to spend your money so i feel like i'm doing you a favour [11:07:20 p.m.] Irene Wong: That is my hard earn money n my only security why it so hard for u to understand? [11:07:47 p.m.] QB: you agreed to spend it [11:08:01 p.m.] QB: i didn't force you into anything [11:08:03 p.m.] QB: you have no regrets [11:17:58 p.m.] Irene Wong: This is how u forced me into agreed everything wt you i can see now how scary u r to me What can i do wt someone like tat? It's a real nightmare to love someone like tat! Keep the fucking money as long as u've no regret to lose me as yr fren! Thanks God to let me see the real face of this scary guy i've love for so long! Thanks God! [11:18:31 p.m.] QB: yeah, thanks god![/quote]